Distorted reflections, mistaken beliefs

Am I empty or just to full to feel

This isn’t who I thought Id become

I didn’t sign up for this deal

So much for me to be grateful

I am thankful for all I’ve been given

But something inside is missing

That passion that once had me driven

I want to open my eyes

And become fully aware

That this is my life like it or not

There is no such thing as fair

I need to take what I have

And make it the most

And realize to this life of mine

I am the only host

I need to live in the moment

Worry not of the future, forget the past

I need to let the river carry me

And shed this cumbersome mast

Introducing myself

To this world as just me

Its good enough for you

So I will just let it be